Return to Archive Poem by: Beth Hoy (Shiner Texas) Poem: I Never Thought I never thought this day would come, the day you would leave. It's not that I didn't think, it's just that I didn't want to believe. You're all I ever wanted, all I would ever need. But since you're here, my heart feels like it's going to bleed. I want you here beside me, with me, night and day. I want to hear I love you, the words you always use to say. I never thought I coul love someone as much as I did with you. You were my first love, my first love that was true. Most ofthe tme, Ifeel as if I can't go on. I feel since there is no me and you, that there's no where I belong. I never thought anyone could feel this much pain! But I guess that's my problem, I thought with my heart and not my brain.